Well I'm leaving this account...silly I know but it's tough logging into this account for somereason, it's kind of a heavy feeling. Good news is now that I'm less distracted (just quit my job) and a couple other things that are out of the way I have been drawing alot for the past 3 days and will be starting a new account.

If I owe you something like a drawing or what not, no worries I'll take care of it.

Later

Okay so I've said I'm back and then I disapear, then I come back and I disapear shortly after. Which is really getting on my own nerves cause I don't have the time to do anything anymore. My family is finaly about to pay off our depts and crawl out of the hole we have been living in in the past 10 or so years. Which means so I'll finaly be able to quit my job and take a little break for once in my life. Icy as far as your contest went I'm sorry, I'll make it up to ya' some how and have infact already began to do that but have been working on 'them' every little chance I can.

So I don't know when I'll finaly be out of this rut but it looks like by the end of this year my family will finaly be out of the red and I can finaly focus on the things I want to do. But not everything that has been going on is bad, I've been making sure to spend all of my free time doing what I love, wether it's sleeping, hanging out with friends or just...sleeping heh. I've done a good job of keeping a balance but still have a hard time fitting in one or two important things in there, one of them being drawing.

Don't think I'm going to be gone for the few months me and my family dig out of this hole, I may show up much before or even stick around...depends on how things work out heh. Maybe even though I don't have the time to draw I can just stick around and lurk DA without uploading for a bit.

Okay so I work like a boobillion hours a week, I work about 61-72 hours every week and so far the pay right now is pretty crappy but i get two raises in this month which will make it atleast alittle worth it. I'm debating wether I want to just work everyday this summer or go out and do stuff...I'll probably just end up choosing work, and ditch my one day off just to ring in some extra dough...ugh.

And I want to buy a tablet but I just wouldn't have the time to use it, heck I don't have the time for anything it seems...its all sleep and work. I wish my family wasn't poor and my brother wasn't such a dumbass...then I wouldn't have to keep digging them out of this hole.

Okay so for a long while I've been missing drawing on paper with a lead wand, and even though I still have alot of computer art I haven't finished I really don't feel like drawing with a mouse recently. I thought I'd have a tablet by now and I might buy one with my friend Tori on wednesday but will see.

Going to go find a pencil and some paper now, I finish only a few things I did on the comp for now...mainly Icys contest entry and maybe something else.

Okay so finaly my dad fixed the internet, and I have it full time too which is awesome! ^_^

Man 898 messages...yikes that's alot.

But after being gone for 20 weeks I'm back! Yes! Yes!! Yes!!!

I'm not gunna post anything right now, my dad want's to do some things with my computer just to make sure everything is set and I'm headed to a friends house anyway! I'll post later!

Oh and Icy I read about your contest and have two submitions on the way!

See ya' guys later!!!!